Men...

Men are like drugs, once you lose that buzz you need to stop chasing after it and find something new, else you'll find yourself hooked and they'll be nothing left of you but skin and bones...

'Life's shit' I said 'so why not mash it up with a few chemicals?'

I wanted to die.
I didn't eat, nor did I sleep for 4 days.
I'd never felt so alone.
I wanted to stay up forever and lose it, but as the saying goes 'whatever goes up, must comedown'. So here i am, hangin' out a badgers arsehole...

I'm sick of being the girl who never wants to feel the silence or the girl who never wants to be alone, I'm the only girl at 4:00am in the morning who you know won't be home...
I'm a stale mess right now, I've been wrapped up in my mothers bed for three straight days, I'm helpless...

I've lost my shine.